CHAPTER I

THE SHAPING OF A MISSIONER


Please note:
Some of the language and attitudes displayed in this text fortunately belong to a bygone age.
Readers should not be offended by what they read but rejoice in the fact that none of the
implicit values would be tolerated today in civilised society
(Yes, Nanny)

SIMEON LOURDEL was of the sturdy old yeoman stock that has furnished not a few saints and heroes to France. He grew up on his father's small farm, tall and strong, abounding in life and spirits. The resolution to be a priest and a missionary had come to him in early childhood, but his career at the Petit Séminaire at Arras, where he and his elder brother Ernest spent several years together, gave the good Fathers serious doubts as to his vocation. For Simeon's exuberant vitality found an outlet in countless pranks, the college rules were more often honoured in the breach than in the observance, and studies—which Simeon loathed—were systematically neglected.

In the summer of 1871, when he went home for the holidays he found his father trying to run the farm single-handed. His brother Ernest had been ordained two years before, and the two remaining sons had been called up to join the army, the Franco—German war was nearing, its disastrous end. With a joyous farewell to his books, Simeon stepped into the breach, putting the strength of his seventeen years into the open-air work that he loved. It was not until two months after the beginning of the scholastic year that the return of his younger brother Valery made it expedient that he should take up his studies once more. Mightily refreshed by his prolonged vacation on the farm, Simeon presented himself cheerfully at the Seminary—to be forthwith dismissed. The rules were strict, and Simeon's previous career had not furnished matter for indulgence.

It was a sudden and quite unexpected blow. For the moment the bottom of the boy's universe seemed to have fallen out. Then the dogged determination that was latent in his seemingly careless nature asserted itself. "I shall be a priest all the same," he declared to his mother. “They say I have no vocation ; we shall see." By dint of a good deal of pinching, his father managed to send him to another college, and there Simeon entered on the campaign of self-conquest that was to end in victory. It was up-hill work, and more than once the boy was found with his books flung right and left and his head buried in, his hands, groaning "I cannot do it."

But he did it. In the October of 1872, he was able—much to their surprise—to rejoin his old schoolfellows at the Grand Séminaire of Arras and began his preliminary retreat. That retreat was the finishing stroke of grace.

A few months later, one of the White Fathers of the African Missions came to the speak to the students of the harvest that was waiting for reapers in that far-off mission-field. The soul of Simeon Lourdel kindled into flame. To Africa he would go.

It was a changed Simeon who lived through the year that followed. From his first day at the Grand Séminaire he had disciplined himself to the perfect keeping of the rule. To fit himself for the life he had chosen he now embraced every hardship. "His mortifications made me shudder" said one of his companions. "All his energy, all his ardour, all his determination seemed set on one thing, to conquer himself for Christ. There was always something of the knight about him." Yet there was nothing morose about his self-discipline, his cheery gaiety was the life of the house, and he was a general favourite.

In the December of 1873, Simeon Lourdel wrote to the Superior of the White Fathers, asking to be admitted to their noviceship at Algiers. He was accepted for the beginning of February.

It was no youthful enthusiasm
that had prompted Simeon's request; he had deliberately counted the cost. He knew a good deal about the African Missions, for he had made it his business to find out. There was a fair chance of martyrdom and failing that, an almost practical certainty of disease and premature death. "You will probably be killed or die of fever before you have time to begin your mission," said a pessimistic relation.

"Well, what of that?" replied Simeon Lourdel, "if it please our Lord to have it so, that is His affair. And even if I succeed in beginning my mission work, I don't expect to have more than about ten years of life at the most."

When, in 1868, Cardinal Lavigerie founded the Society of White Fathers for the evangelization of Africa, he wrote a letter to the seminaries of France asking for young men to fill his noviceship. "Send me men of an apostolic spirit," he wrote, “courageous, unselfish, full of faith. I have nothing to offer them but poverty and suffering, all the risks of an almost undiscovered country, and perhaps a martyr's death."

There is an echo of this in a letter written by Simeon Lourdel as a novice, to a young college friend who had thoughts of joining him. "The lot of a missionary stripped of all illusion, is this: To live for the love of God a humble, hidden life in a hut or tent tending foul sores and diseases, to work on, perhaps for years, without effecting a single conversion, fighting all the time against the temptation to discouragement at the sight of all the good that you might be doing, and are not. This is what it means. Yet, if, by the grace of God, you feel the call to it, come to us, for you will be a true apostle."


The Maison Carée, Algiers — The White Fathers' Novitiate
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The Maison Carrée, house of Noviceship of the White Fathers at Algiers, stands, white and foursquare, in a garden set with vines and orange trees, on a hill overlooking the sea. After the retreat, during which the hardships of the missionary life were placed very clearly before him, Simeon Lourdel was clothed with the white habit of the Society and began the necessary, but arduous study of Arabic. "It is hard enough to read," he groans in a letter to a friend, "but harder still to pronounce. Patience, prayer, and the grace of God will, I hope, bring me through." At the end of his first year of noviceship he writes that he is able to speak Arabic a little, but quite unable to discuss points of doctrine. Yet, this is necessary.


"The language must and shall be mastered," he asserts with characteristic determination, "pray that God may quicken my dull brain." Whenever the novices go out, he adds, he tries to get into conversation with the natives, but finds their reserve discouraging.

He had better luck one day, when, after passing through an Arab village—which turned out en masse to stare at them—the novices came upon an encampment of Arabs, playing cards and drinking coffee. "Come, marabouts, come," cried the one who seemed to be the chief of the little party, and the novices had no choice but to accept the invitation. "As the others became suddenly dumb," wrote Simeon Lourdel, "the burden of the conversation fell on me. I sat down cross-legged with an almost miraculous facility—as a rule I find it most difficult—and brought out all the compliments I could think of." But the conversation soon flagged, and the novices were all the more convinced of the necessity of mastering the language.

On the feast of the Purification, 1875, Simeon Lourdel made his profession in the chapel of the Maison Carrée, and two years later was ordained. These two years were occupied in theological studies, and in the mastering of Kabyli—not so difficult, Simeon avers, as Arabic. Here again, sheer determination triumphed over mediocre ability.

The first little band of missionaries who had set out during Simeon's stay at the Maison Carrée had been betrayed by their guides and massacred. Nothing had been heard of the three priests who had left the oasis of Metlili in the Sahara desert, until several months afterwards, when the news of their martyrdom reached Algiers. A few years later their charred bones were found and brought to the White Fathers.

It was with a thrill of joy that Simeon Lourdel heard that his destination was Metlili. In the, following autumn he set off with two other young priests for the Sahara. "We hired four camels” he wrote to his family, "and started at two o'clock in the morning. The journey took five days. We walked till ten, and then rode on camel-back till five. This method of travelling is rather tiring. We slept in the open air, wrapped in our burnous."

At Metlili the missioners took up their quarters in a native house of which Simeon gives a lively description :
“Metlili consists of a collection of mud huts, traversed by filthy little streets bordered by ruins. We are living in an Arab house; the door consists of palm branches. You open it, go in, and are assailed by an acrid smell of smoke. You find yourself in a spacious inner court twelve feet by six, lighted by a square hole through which you can contemplate the African sky. Round this court are several 'rooms,' the pharmacy, the store room, and the apartment of one of the inmates. The last two together occupy a space of twelve feet by four and a half.

"But this is only the ground floor; there is an upper story. You reach it by a staircase which you must needs climb with hands as well as feet. Then you bend double, for a humble posture is necessary if you want to visit the rest of the house. To the right you will find an old plaster oven: we have turned it into a kitchen. To the left is my own room; there is a door, though you may not notice it at first. You go in on all fours—you will soon get used to it—but don't stand up suddenly, or quite straight, for if you do, your head will go through the ceiling. It will be best to make your observations sitting on the floor. Furniture? We have none. Beds? Don't you see some blankets in that corner? Knees make a very good table; my wardrobe consists of two nails. I consider myself very well off. But the best room you have not yet seen. It is about eight feet by five in size, and a little less than six in height. The walls are plastered, and at one end on a block of stone covered with clean white cloths you will see two candlesticks and a crucifix. It is our chapel, where every day our Lord and Master comes to strengthen and comfort us amidst the troubles of our apostolate in this unhappy country."

It was indeed up-hill work. From motives of prudence they were not allowed to preach. "The conversions which delight the heart of the missionary," writes Father Lourdel, "are not for us; our successors will one day reap where we have sown. Ours is the rough work of preparing the soil. We have to teach by example, not by word, to strive by charity and holiness of life to overcome prejudice against Christianity, of which there is much—chiefly born of ignorance. Example is eloquent in a country where people judge of everything from without." When they have learnt to associate charity, chastity, and devotedness with the Christian life, the first step will have been made towards the truth.

The chief—and almost the only—way of getting into touch with the natives was through schools and medical treatment; the care of the sick fell to Father Lourdel. At first he terrified the Arabs. His great size and strength, his rugged features, and above all, a certain resemblance to one of the priests who had started forth from Metlili not so long before to meet a martyr's death, filled them with forebodings. He was the brother of the murdered priest, they whispered, come to avenge his death, and it took weeks of patient charity and devotedness to overcome their fears. In the end he did overcome them, and his skill with the sick won him respect and admiration.

The little band had been three months at work when the inauguration of the mission to Central Africa made it necessary to give up the stations in the Sahara—Metlili among them. The proposal that Father Lourdel should join the first caravan that was about to set out for the Great Lakes, filled him with joy.

"Hurry, hurry," was his constant exhortation, as the three priests made their way back to Algiers, "we will be too late, and they will set out without us."

 

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Regarding the photo of Maison Carrée, Pat McHale writes :


 
This photograph of Maison Carrée is very evocative : I lived and worked there from September 1968 to July 1969.
Was I the last Priorian to have the privilege ?
 
The picture in Chapter 1 (above) actually shows the Mother House of the W.F.'s — they moved to Rome in the early day of the struggle for independence.

Behind the statue of Our Lady and below the clock, the chapel is to be found. It must have been beautiful and impressive. It was the school gym hall when I was there but was still full of "ghosts". Behind what had been the high altar there was a huge wall painting of a group of White Fathers and the Cardinal (I think) at the feet of the Blessed Virgin. Now ! Fr. Tom Stoker had mentioned this painting  in many of his spiritual readings at St. Columba's, telling us how it had been damaged by the climate and been restored by a Mr. Dekers and that in the bottom left hand corner was to be read " refecit Dekers".  I checked and so it was !! ( Does this make me a trainspotter ?) (No. These Earthlings simply have no eye for detail).
 
In 1967 the House was a boarding school for boys run by the W.F.s. Most of the boarders were from Kabylie where the W.F.s. had several other local schools and they would send us their promising pupils. The day boys were from Algiers,( 10 or so miles away) and the surrounding area.These kids were mostly Arabs. Co - habitation was generally good but the underlying tensions could be sensed .
 
The school was bilingual. The pupils were taught in French by priests and young Frenchmen who had opted for two years voluntary social service rather than 18 months military service. ( I am still in regular contact with two of my colleagues of those days.) There was also a staff of Arabic speakers  from the Lebanon, Palestine and the Middle East. The kabyle kids  spoke Arabic, Kabyle , French and were all keen to practice their school boy English with me !!
 
Needless to say, the school had an outstanding reputation.
 
One of the younger members of staff, Fr. Gepyns( spelling ?) a Belgian, was very helpful to me, not least because he had studied with Gerry Wynne, John Lynch and Tony Visocchi in Carthage !!
 
Back to the picture : In 1967 the House had lost a lot of its splendour . However , thanks to the tireless efforts of Fr. Bursar, the gardens, which  you can see in the photo, had been maintained.
 
The Bothers' novitiate was behind the visible buildings and the main novitiate was a few hundred yards up the road. It had become a technical college run by the Fathers and enjoyed a similar repution to the secondary school.
 
The Brothers' printing shop, run by a Swiss Brother, wa still functioning.
 
The land around the Mother House no longer belonged to the society and was in a sorry state. I gathered it had been farmed  and that the hills behind the House had been vinyards and not the housing estate that I could see. The proof of this was the contents of the wine cellars which we diligently worked to reduce knowing the government would eventually take the place over. Such devotion and abnegation !
 
Friends from those days returned to "Le collège " around 1977/8. It was then a government run school for the deaf and in a dreadful state of disrepair on the edge of the motorway.
 
Sic transit gloria mundi !!

(et hinc illae lacrimae, Ed.)



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